conservative at the end

~~looking back to the memory lane... it's so hard i can't explain, felling like i think about you now... i don't care why I must think about you now, i don't care~~ a bit of lyric from a melodious song by unknown band I've been listen to when I was back in circa 1999, now i believed that they are all having a big belly while signing report card of their kids at school, ignoring the noise of other pupils... at some point I know that they acknowledge the blessing they've got before now and after, soon yet soon enough