a camouflage

The year end is almost here. We've been busy lately, calculating money, spending it as well as working for it. It is true yes for me. Sometimes it feels like winning is everything in life. Individually, in team and nationally. I have doubt sometime but I just flow with the stream. I should have known and really should be more closer to Him. But time and other making up reasons comes to minds rapidly when I start to doing it. It tease my decision and then I have a dream in a day light. Yes it is a good year with a bit more wealth incoming but I will spend them equally 1:1 so that I will live like the rest in this rat race. Like I care to climbing up this ladder of title. It is a lie...

... a camouflage.