1990s 2013

1 take, 1 month, 1 after another, 1 guitar, use both sides of your earphone not just 1 side of it

year of...

1990s

don't have to think about the money and currency
don't have to guest what's going to be next
I wanna be bring you back in time
to 1990s

don't have to worry when the wind blow hard
don't be scared of things under your bed
I wanna be bring you back in time
to 1990s

where people still write letter to loved ones,
talked on payphones and rent video tapes
back in those days, I still remember
I hope it goes the same to you too

I wanna be back again...
"Everything will be fine when you think about it"

It is dream, don't you get it?
It's OK! you don't need it

repeat 1, 3, 4, 4, 4

a camouflage

The year end is almost here. We've been busy lately, calculating money, spending it as well as working for it. It is true yes for me. Sometimes it feels like winning is everything in life. Individually, in team and nationally. I have doubt sometime but I just flow with the stream. I should have known and really should be more closer to Him. But time and other making up reasons comes to minds rapidly when I start to doing it. It tease my decision and then I have a dream in a day light. Yes it is a good year with a bit more wealth incoming but I will spend them equally 1:1 so that I will live like the rest in this rat race. Like I care to climbing up this ladder of title. It is a lie...

... a camouflage.

what ever it takes

to survive, in this short life in this short world, it do what takes to survive
what if I am not even here while you reading this very sentence. I should put every single bait in good rhythm but should I lie when it is not. yet may be. me like no others or just like others; only know thing is missing when it is not around, in worst case when tend to use it. what if it is true that I am not here. will you read this again to really understand what I mean. Did you get it yet. May be it is possible that you misinterpret what it is written right in front of your very eyes. should I put it between your eyes now. cut it off. cut the cr*p. cut it loose. lose it. lose some to win more. to win again.

 

a visit a note

I'm writing this note today from a thousand ringgit location from my home town. The recent case in this particular state makes people scared and eager to do thing so to make the enemy got the pay back. As I arrived here, I saw here nothing much has changed. I would say nothing at all. Not knowing that makes people scared. I ask around those people that I met here for the last two days. What I got is just a bit of nothing. There was nothing going on, on the other section of the state. They are not affected at all. Things are just like other normal days. Even in some part of this state they didn't have a satellite TV to watch. We the one that are from far away knows much than enough. What is right what is wrong, only god know it all. Back to what are the topic that they prefer after I ask them what is actually going on here (from their point of view), they even bother to ask about us. What is the situation in our place. As I'm not even bother to watch the News nor TV. My answer would be, It is bad and crazy back there. But how crazy, wait until you watch any of it yourself. And of course they will never be satisfactory with my cliche answer. who would? Btw, Some of them fell more secure this moment in time with all the force around them than before. This situation, they would more prefer to name it as a Nature situation. The place is their place or may be was. They will always be there. Why. This is the place they know better. For me (some of them would agree with me), as long as no riot or harm happened or planned. They have the right but the best solution is always a human like (us) are looking for. There is always a room for that at the end of the day.the end.

aldous snow

I was planning to upload the photo for a while since years crazy simple sound tracks that inspiring

the only 2013

left without a trace| to be forgotten | not even to be told to your childs | 2012