Skip it up

I skip one year, that is the plan. The changes has struck us. Middle age crisis. We just want to go back to where we come from. Take all responsibility for the sake of humanity or for love? Imaging it in the next five years, how many years to skip?

We made time but just for second. Sometime none.

I get it now. Let it all go cause it all won't last but deep and the tiniest of me still attached to it. The materialist and fame and the taste. Big me has woke up but it is only the most of.

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There goes gravity...

As time flies, this is for a bit of smiles in the future. yeah I know my writing has became too formal now. There is a time when I wrote things my way which is not the right way. But now when you are sucked into the environment that requires to be leveled with the committees. You have to blend, I mean just with their style. I see 'changing' is yet hard, no matter how you phrase it. Be who you are, how simple the quote is when it implies to you. I don't see how hard to me to be who I am but I know how hard it is when you think who you are now is not the best you can be. Well at least for the time being, that is how I think it is. A fuss wont bite.

 

2016

Its a good day to rock & roll

The sweetest dream in this good day
The sweetest you I fall apart
conservative life will lead us to nowhere
a compliment a day would be nice

..... till i can recall the lyric again.. for right now... i'm mentally breakdown...

a promise is a promise

have a sit or sit down?

RE-Members

I will recap some of the million things that we had being missed out for a year back if I have a chance. But for now, the first one is that there will be a few changes on the 1990s lyric and the one-take record is ready for quit sometimes now. I wish that I can put it in soon but we will see how it goes.

1990s 2013

1 take, 1 month, 1 after another, 1 guitar, use both sides of your earphone not just 1 side of it

year of...

1990s

don't have to think about the money and currency
don't have to guest what's going to be next
I wanna be bring you back in time
to 1990s

don't have to worry when the wind blow hard
don't be scared of things under your bed
I wanna be bring you back in time
to 1990s

where people still write letter to loved ones,
talked on payphones and rent video tapes
back in those days, I still remember
I hope it goes the same to you too

I wanna be back again...
"Everything will be fine when you think about it"

It is dream, don't you get it?
It's OK! you don't need it

repeat 1, 3, 4, 4, 4

a camouflage

The year end is almost here. We've been busy lately, calculating money, spending it as well as working for it. It is true yes for me. Sometimes it feels like winning is everything in life. Individually, in team and nationally. I have doubt sometime but I just flow with the stream. I should have known and really should be more closer to Him. But time and other making up reasons comes to minds rapidly when I start to doing it. It tease my decision and then I have a dream in a day light. Yes it is a good year with a bit more wealth incoming but I will spend them equally 1:1 so that I will live like the rest in this rat race. Like I care to climbing up this ladder of title. It is a lie...

... a camouflage.

what ever it takes

to survive, in this short life in this short world, it do what takes to survive
what if I am not even here while you reading this very sentence. I should put every single bait in good rhythm but should I lie when it is not. yet may be. me like no others or just like others; only know thing is missing when it is not around, in worst case when tend to use it. what if it is true that I am not here. will you read this again to really understand what I mean. Did you get it yet. May be it is possible that you misinterpret what it is written right in front of your very eyes. should I put it between your eyes now. cut it off. cut the cr*p. cut it loose. lose it. lose some to win more. to win again.

 

a visit a note

I'm writing this note today from a thousand ringgit location from my home town. The recent case in this particular state makes people scared and eager to do thing so to make the enemy got the pay back. As I arrived here, I saw here nothing much has changed. I would say nothing at all. Not knowing that makes people scared. I ask around those people that I met here for the last two days. What I got is just a bit of nothing. There was nothing going on, on the other section of the state. They are not affected at all. Things are just like other normal days. Even in some part of this state they didn't have a satellite TV to watch. We the one that are from far away knows much than enough. What is right what is wrong, only god know it all. Back to what are the topic that they prefer after I ask them what is actually going on here (from their point of view), they even bother to ask about us. What is the situation in our place. As I'm not even bother to watch the News nor TV. My answer would be, It is bad and crazy back there. But how crazy, wait until you watch any of it yourself. And of course they will never be satisfactory with my cliche answer. who would? Btw, Some of them fell more secure this moment in time with all the force around them than before. This situation, they would more prefer to name it as a Nature situation. The place is their place or may be was. They will always be there. Why. This is the place they know better. For me (some of them would agree with me), as long as no riot or harm happened or planned. They have the right but the best solution is always a human like (us) are looking for. There is always a room for that at the end of the day.the end.

aldous snow

I was planning to upload the photo for a while since years crazy simple sound tracks that inspiring

the only 2013

left without a trace| to be forgotten | not even to be told to your childs | 2012

is it louder enough, the picture, it speak

as we speak

A talk by Harun

I listened to a talk by Aaron (I forgot his full name) the one that I recognized him during Rock The World 3, 4 & 5 and 6 as well since I missed few of the latest RTW. He was also participating in the Biggest Loser (A reality TV show) if you guys were into downsizing your weight meter. Btw he is now working for Cyber Security Malaysia. I was a bit distracting with his beard (he jokes it was not like Ustaz Azhar). Starting with Bismillah and Salam, he seems to be no longer hardcore rocker but still in speech we may sense he was one of us (steady rock music listener). It goes on and on about to secure our profile in the internet, mentioning that we are not supposed to reveal our identity information for bad manner (even for good thing since people might think it differently) as it will affect our life in near future. Thus it makes me think that, is it rockers is much easier to become a religious person? I've seen a lot of them. So what say you?

I wish to hope

be there and enjoy the hype with old friends. kill all the burden from my daily life. if I dare to dream so I'm on my way to achieve it. winner do mistakes but they don't stop.

Anti new wave

Why it is so easy last time to take the beat, may be those time while we were looking for the right path (to be the minority) we had missed the actual or the natural needs that is eternally part of us. Now that, our owned cultural element found to be the much more easy to captured and its complicated vibes made us proud. Those geniuses were unsung while we are in the era of rebel and young. But last but not least, today's young hero will soon be the pride for its generation, some might be forgotten. Self satisfaction and memory will last forever (while it last).

Part of it

I'm still part of it. It has been truth for a while. But when the wind blow how strong can I stand?





I'm still part of it. No matter how I live my life with bitter fear. How could it last?



I'm still part of it. Part of the RESISTANCE

A complete human

standard existed with the existence of level, giving up level is to giving up life, comparing the level is comparing the gift... a single minded human being will never discover what is it left to live with... hence, just give back what are said to be not ours... release it and be released...

strength

where are they? rubyrubyruby soho!! destination unknown... back to square one She is Ruby of Soho

Kadang-kadang tapi masih punk

Hehe lets go UFODA